no one can see it

I used to be dead. Died when I was eight. But in the last few years I have started to revive. Now instead of being dead, I bleed. Leave a big puddle under my desk at work some days. No one can see it. I tried to go to church a year or so ago, but all I could hear was the blood dripping on the metal folding chair I was sitting in. Plink... plink... plink...